Anyone there?
It's all been quiet on the western front for a long time now. (Or should that be eastern front seeing as I'm in East Anglia?)
Life crept up on me, deluded me into believing I could handle 4 kids, 2 dogs, 2 cats, a laundry monster, a million dust bunnies, a significant other (we all know how much work men need
!!), a business, a social life, and all those billion and one other things that they don't warn you about when you become an adult/parent.
Hence why I haven't posted in sooooooo long.
However, the same spirit that prompted me to start this blog has drawn me back to it.
I'm hoping that in will help me put things back into perspective, help me re-organise my life and let me carve out a little creative time in my life.
I'm not promising I'm going to blog with regularity, jeez I'm not even going to promise there will be a follow up post to this one!
But i do miss the thrill of comments and the joy of meeting new people with similar passions but in far flung places.
Sadly, reading blogs began to have a bad effect on me, made me feel inadequate and a bit of a failure compared to some of these amazing bloggers who bounce out of bed at dawn, with clear complexions and perfect hair, have a squillion children, adore them all, sew all their own clothes,with perfect straight stitches, in an "just" an hour, in their picket fenced house with shiny floors and fingerprint free windows, feed them homegrown, organic, made from scratch, beautifully photographed delights, whilst homeschooling and still finding the time to blog, write a book, run a successful international company, have exciting "date nights", and exotic holidays.
These people don't loathe their alarm clocks, spend the day in pyjamas, existing solely on coffee and slob out in front of the tv!
I understand that it is all meant to be aspirational, but I wasn't necessarily in the right frame of mind to not let my dirty floors, unfinished projects and parent/child screaming matches cloud my judgment, and I allowed them to push me under.
I have a frillion (Tabatha invented this) and one things pinned on Pinterest boards... Blogging should inspire me to do some, and show the final project off.
I have other quirky little plans floating around in my brain, that might come to fruition, they might not, but only time will tell...